The Day the Tee Shirts Died

My grandfather collected buttons. My father collected sugar packets from restaurants. And I collected free tee shirts.

My shirts were neatly stacked on shelves. They came from every race I had ever run, every Lab Week UroPartners had ever celebrated, every blood drive and food bank giveaway I had ever joined. They came from gyms and hockey arenas, and from a visit to the Brookfield Zoo. They were green and gray, blue and orange, even 1960s-style tie-dye. I rotated wearing them in order. Just like with my grandchildren, I never played favorites.

Today, all of them, the would-be favorites and the also-rans, are sitting in a garbage bag in the garage, never to be worn again.

I first noticed the odor three mornings ago, about ten minutes into a session on my elliptical. At first it was so faint I thought I was imagining it. But as the shirt became more sweat-soaked, the scent grew stronger and unmistakable. I was smelling cat urine, and it was coming from me.

Our little kitten is almost sixteen years old now. She spends most of her time sleeping in her favorite spots: the wingback chair, the bathroom floor mat, the folded duvet on our bed. But when she isn’t sleeping, she is usually in one of her two litter boxes. The girl can pee.

I do my best to keep the litter boxes clean, emptying them every night and refreshing the litter regularly. Apparently not regularly enough. Maybe the litter no longer met her standards, or maybe one of the boxes had become difficult for her to reach. Whatever the reason, she eventually decided it was preferable to relieve herself on the neatly folded stacks of my tee shirts.

I know from experience that it is impossible to wash that odor out of clothing. It lingers and reblooms through Tide and Downy and Febreze. That is why all those shirts are now headed for the trash. Some of those shirts had been with me for decades, and it is a said, but necessary, parting.

From now on, maybe I’ll collect sugar packets instead..